I may be 53 years old, but I can still be thick headed when it comes to letting God work in my life.  I know that God wants to use me & I want Him to be able to, yet in myself, I fight Him & try to hold Him back.  Why?  Well, I have come to realize that as long as I live in this world, I cannot live in my own strength alone, it has to be in the strength that God alone can give.   The weeks become very long & difficult sometimes, yet, I know how blessed as a man I am.  I have a beautiful wife & daughter, a wonderful home, a fantastic church & ministry opportunity in Good Shepherds, a terrific job & a wonderful family in all The Millard’s. I am blessed & I know it, just THICK HEADED……….YOU THINK?  Thank you God for everything, but most of all for Jesus my Saviour & Lord.   I forgot to add what a blessing my little puggle puppy, Emme has been to me……..she’s so cute!!!